Chili

I just made chili and ate it blended then ate yoghurt and now I feel slightly ill. Have no blinking clue who or what to draw for the suddenly 5 characters I have to draw tonight for Othello.

3 things:
OK. Good news. I got a scholarship. I know almost 100% that I'm going to the right school, but, AH LIFE - LIFE what will you hold for me?

I wish I could do something really substantial about the genocide in Darfur. School's not over yet, who wants to do a fundraiser? Maybe have an auction. Auction some art.

Also

I also want to start a book club. YES. a book club. the idea really appeals to me right now, i wonder how long it will last? what would you guys like to read in a book club? we could read fiction and wow, non fiction and biographies and easy books and hard books .. lots of literature and film lit and such. if you love it and it makes you happy . . .

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Aside from that, I .. I .. Don't know what to feel about certain things any more. I know I am going to be an artist, I have never had any doubt but how exactly? My mother was a waitress until she was 30 before she could make a living in the theatre, and even now she only makes what she does by producing. Will I end up as an art curator? I wonder what it would be like to curate a museum like le Musee D'art Contemporain? The Stone Raft is a beautiful book. Should I or should I not buy an iPod nano. Should I or should I not do many things --- more important things, i hope.

AGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH POTENTIAL FOOD POISOINING! .................................................................. this really hurts bad. bad chili. bad chili.